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Friday, May 28, 2010.
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Hello friends, I would to announce that BluezRosen will take a break from today onwards. Of course, I'll come back with more good stories :D But right now, I need to pause all the uploading because most stories aren't done yet. Hence, I have decided to upload to this stage will do. Really sorry about it. Hope you would follow us using the 'Followers' gadget :) I'll be back real soon! See ya! Please don't forget BluezRosen during this period of time >_< Labels: bluezrosen, news 0 Reviews♥ |
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Sunday, May 23, 2010.
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Chapter 1 On one midnight, I was playing some games on my laptop enthusiastically. Then, all of the sudden, there was this loud bang coming from downstairs. Out of curiosity, I went out of my room and saw my parents had got up to see what happen too. They were heading downstairs and I practically followed them. When I reached there, I saw Zac (my brother) lying down on the ground in between the door. He was dead drunk and his face was so red like as if he was slapped for a hundred times. “God, why is he so drunk?” my mum said, while she was pulling Zac into the house. I saw dad went into kitchen instead, and not helping mum. So, I went ahead to give mum a hand. I closed the door and locked it slowly. Then, I went to flip Zac over with all of my strength so that he was lying on his back and not his chest. ‘Damn it, he is so heavy!’ I thought when I had finally flipped him over. Not long, dad came out of the kitchen with a bucket of ice filled with water in his hand. He walked up to Zac and poured the icy water directly onto his face. The ices was hitting against his facial features, so hard that it woke him up immediately. “Oh my god, Ricky (dad’s name), what are you doing?!” mum shouted at dad and went to push the ices away from Zac’s face. As for me, I was so shocked by dad’s action that I just covered my mouth with my palm. “Who the hell was that?!” Zac exclaimed aloud and he sat up, wiping his face with his palms. “It was me, scumbag! Do you know what time is it now? Huh!” dad shouted at him angrily and threw the bucket at Zac. Unfortunately, dad’s aiming was very accurate. The bucket hit directly onto Zac’s head and caused him to gasp in pain. Feeling angry, Zac stood up and gave dad a punch in his face. It was so hard that dad actually fallen onto the ground. At that time, mum and I were too shocked that we just froze on the spot. “You know what! I hate you to core! You think you’re a good dad, huh? I guess you’re dreaming! You never care how I and Sarah feels, all you did is discipline and discipline! Never care about your children!” Zac shouted like mad, revealing words from the bottom of his heart. After hearing all his words, dad stood up and punched Zac in his stomach, sending him onto the ground and knocked the diner table. Not satisfied yet, dad walked up to Zac and kicked him several times as hard as he could. Zac tried to stand up a few times, but dad’s kicks were too harsh that it sent him back onto ground again. When mum became more conscious, she went to stop dad and asked me to bring Zac back into our room. Since young, Zac and I have been living in the same bedroom. Our family is poor and there were only two rooms in our home. Thus, we ended up together. I lifted Zac up with my strength immediately and put his left hand over my shoulder. Seeing dad’s leg was going to hit him again, I quickly pulled and led Zac up to our room. Once we were in our room, I shut the door and locked it. I put Zac onto his bed and said, “Brother, are you in your conscious state?” He didn’t replied and out there, I mean outside our bedroom’s door, dad was shouting and banging on our door. Even though my mum tried to stop, it was useless because dad had exploded in rage. “Zac, you better come out! Or else you will get it tomorrow! Zac! Come out now!” dad kept shouting the same phase over and over again like a mad. I sighed and covered up my ears while looking at the bruises on Zac’s face. +++ The next morning, Zac shook me up and I found myself sleeping on his stomach. It was only 6 a.m. at that time, yet he had waked up already. It is a miracle, I could say. “Sarah, what happened last night? My body is hurting like hell when I woke up this morning and the hangover is killing me too.” Zac said while pulling me away from him weakly. I laughed tiredly and sat up on his bed. He looked at me and asked, “And why are you sleeping on my stomach too by the way?” I stretched my arms lazily and replied, “There is no why...Did you remember what you did yesterday?” “Hmm, I remember I came home dead drunk and…Oh shit!” Suddenly, his eyes opened widely as if he was trying to pop them out of the sockets. His hands were clenched into fists, beating his own knees hardly for a few minutes. “Damn it!” he shouted while he gave his knees the last hardest punch, “I’m gonna be dead meat if I were step out of this room!” I nodded my head tiredly and lied back onto his bed, cuddled up like a ball. I was very sleepy at that time. He started to panic and looked at me as if he was asking me to save him. “Don’t give me that look, Bro. I’m younger and weaker than you. There is no way I can help you with this.” I said bluntly. “Then what should I do? There is no way I could step out of this room!” Zac exclaimed. “You can either jump out of the window or sneak out of the room when dad goes to work?” I suggested. “Suck man! What about you? Don’t you need to get to school now?” he asked. I looked at the alarm on his bed and touched my forehead for a moment. “I guess not…So tired after yesterday night…” I said while I went to take my phone and called mum’s numbers. “Hi, mum. Where’s dad now?” I asked when mum picked up my call. “He is having his breakfast at the diner table now. Has Zac waken up?” mum asked. I looked at Zac, who was trying to snatch my phone from me but I refused to give him. “Yeah, currently he is very energetic. Don’t worry. Oh yea, by the way, Mum, can I take leave from school for today? I feeling giddy and needed more sleep.” I begged her like most kids would. “Okay, only this time. No more next time. As for Zac, ask him to stay in the room until I call you back.” After mum had finished her last word, I greeted bye and hung up soon after that. Zac, who had been trying to snatch my phone, said angrily, “Why you wouldn’t let me talk to mum?” “Cause this is my phone. You have your own phone, why not calling her?” I snapped back. “Petty kid.” He cursed under his breathe, yet I could heard it clearly. I ignored his words and went to my bed to lie down. After several minutes later, I fall into my deep sleep while Zac was busying packing his luggage to prepare. I don’t know why he was doing that but I didn’t care too, because I guess I knew the reasons. Around 2 p.m. later, mum finally made a call and it was Zac who picked it up. “Sarah, your brother is in trouble!” she shouted frantically. “Hey mum, its Zac here. Sarah is in her dreamland still. What happened?” “Zac, listen up. Wake Sarah up and prepare a luggage to run!” mum sounded like she was struggling over something and I guess it was dad. “Okay. What is happening now?” Zac started to panic and was shaking me like crazy, “Sarah, wake up! We’re in trouble! WAKE UP!” He pulled my left cheek so hard that I had no choice but to wake up, and I shouted angrily, “Zac! Stop pulling my cheek, you might tear them off my face!” On another hand, while Zac was waking me up, mum was explaining to him, “Okay, Zac, your dad didn’t go to work today. He said that he wanted to kick you out of this house no matter what and is going to disown you as his son! I don’t know what is going through his mind, but he was like a mad when he said that to me. I guess he can’t stand the punch you gave him last night…” “What the- It was just a punch!” Zac cut off her words. Soon after, dad was outside our bedroom, banging against the door with his body. “Zac, I know that you had wake up already. You better open this door before I break it down! I gonna beat you up like punch bag!” dad ranted. Zac and I went to block the door immediately, so that dad wouldn’t barge in so easily. After all, I don’t wish to see Zac end up in hospital. All of the sudden, a few seconds gone only from when we were blocking the door, Zac said, “Little sis, block it for a moment, while I go and pick my things up.” I got panicked and worried when I heard that because I knew I couldn’t cope it much longer if I’m alone, blocking it. “Better hurry up! Dad will surely break in soon.” that was all I could said, while gathering up all of my strength and focused it on blocking the door. Not long, Zac had picked up all of his things that he wanted to bring along and held my right hand. “It’s okay. There's isn't a need to block it anymore. Let him in.” he said calmly. I stopped my blocking action and starred at him blankly. ‘What was he up to now?’ I thought. Soon, my dad finally broke down the door and came into our room. Zac pulled me behind him and took a blow from dad. He flew onto the ground straightaway, and dad prepared to give him another blow again. “Dad, stop it!” I shouted and cover up Zac to prevent dad from beating him again. “Sarah! You better move away, or else I would beat you up with him too!” dad shouted. After hearing the phrase ‘beat you up with him too’, Zac stood up immediately and gave dad a kick in his ass. “You’re not gonna punch Sarah, you this mad old man! If you ever say that again, I’ll make sure your balls are gone!” Zac shouted at him. While dad was cuddling up on the ground, Zac took my hand and we ran off the room and down the stairs as fast as we could. Just then, while we were going out of the house, mum called out to us, “Zac, Sarah!” “Mum! You are going to leave with us too?” I asked mum, sobbing. I don’t know why and when I was crying, I just felt sad when I heard my dad’s words. I thought I was his precious daughter, as he never beat or even scolds me once before. “Take this. This is all the money I can give. I’m sorry that I couldn’t hold your dad away, but just go somewhere that is safe. Leave your dad with me, his rage will go off soon. Keep in contact.” Mum ignored my question and said while she was crying. She handled a pouch filled with money to Zac and hugged us too. Just then, dad was recovering from his pain fast. He was hopping down the stairs behind mum and shouted, “Melissa (mum’s name), what are you doing?! Why are you giving him the money?! That was our money, not his!” “Enough, Ricky.” mum stopped him from coming near us; “He was our son after all.” “NO! HE IS NOT OUR SON!” dad shouted hard at mum, while mum ignored him and motioned us to go. Zac struck out his tongue at dad and pulled my hand while he started to run out of the house. After only a few miles of running, I stopped Zac and said, “I can’t go with you.” “Sarah, don’t tell me you gonna return to that freaky home again?!” Zac gave me a shock look. “No, that’s not it! I don’t think I can live well with you, you’re only 18 and I’m 15!” “So what?!” he said plainly. “Both of you get back here! Don’t you two dare to run!” dad shouted, while running up behind us. “Shit!” Zac cursed, “So what is your decision now? Go back with dad or me?” I turned my head around and I saw dad was coming after us furiously. I looked back at my brother again and thought a few seconds. In the end, before dad could reach us, I took Zac’s hand and ran as fast as I could. Behind us, I could hear dad screaming on top of his voice to call us come back…but I couldn’t care anymore. I just wanna be free from that freaking strict family and explore with my brother, Zac. – End of Chapter 1 – Labels: bluezrosen, chapter one, leaving home with him 0 Reviews♥ |
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Saturday, May 22, 2010.
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On one night, Zac came home drunk. Dad was so angry. Then, Zac fought with him physically. The next day, dad went mad and Zac had no choice but to escape. Zac decided to bring me along, but I'm not sure whether I should go with him or not. He is just a 18 years old teenager... Is he reliable? The above paragraphy is a short and weird summary for the whole chapter 1. I might be bored by the summary, but I think you might be interested in the story if you read it. The feeling is totally different. Moreover, this story is one of my popular stories in another website. Every month, there are at least 100 readers reading it. And for some reason, people are interested in reading violence in a story. Of course, this might not be true. It's just my opinion. Well, I wrote this out of boredom. There is no objective or motive behind the story. I'm just continuing it to satisfy my 'craving for writing'. The theme for this story is 'Incest', brother and sister relationship. If you're disgusted by this kind of theme, please don't read this story then. In my opinion, you can read the first chapter. After that, you can stay away if you want. The first chapter doesn't have any sort of incest yet, so it should be okay to read:) Labels: bluezrosen, leaving home with him, prologue 0 Reviews♥ |
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Friday, May 21, 2010.
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Chapter 3 – Freaking Jonathan “Whoa, party in my house?” Jonathan got startled by us when he stepped into his house. “Yeah, this is our first present to you…” Yatsuka grinned and motioned me to pass over the present we had prepared. I went over to the coffee table and grabbed the present, handling it over to Yatsuka. “…and here’s our second present for you!” Yatsuka handled over the present to Jonathan and hugged him, while I clapped loudly to create a lively atmosphere. “Happy birthday.” It was all I had said, as I was tired at that moment and wasn’t in mood to celebrate anymore. “Thanks, guys!” Jonathan patted our shoulders and headed to the diner table excitedly to see what was on there. Once he reached that spot, he saw many dishes had prepared and served. There were salad, seaweed soup, tempura prawn udon, fried chickens, salmon sashimi, tom yam fried rice and Yatsuka’s specialty ‘Y&J Cocktail’. (As you’re figuring, Y&J = Yatsuka & Jonathan.) “Wow, what a spread!” Jonathan looked excitedly to us and started picking up a fork to eat. We did the same too, sitting down and ate happily. +++ After our dinner and the birthday cake’s cutting, Jonathan and Yatsuka went to the balcony for a drink while I was watching some cartoons on the television. I didn’t want to join them there and thought it might be good for Yatsuka if I were to leave them alone. The balcony’s side… It was quite cosy in that balcony. There were two wooden chairs and a medium coffee table in between. There were flower garlands decorated on the walls, potted plants on the ground and light blue curtains covering the balcony’s glass doors. The wind was blowing quite strongly most of the times and so there is no need to install an electric fan in there. It was naturally cooling. Then, the two men, or actually one and a half man, were inside drinking away a bottle of champagne which was supposedly Jonathan’s birthday present. “So how was your relationship with Yume?” Jonathan asked, finally broke the silence atmosphere. “We were doing well. How’s your job then? Is it stressful?” Yatsuka asked in return. For some reasons, the atmosphere seems awkward for them. They couldn’t speak to each other like they do every other time. There is no common topic to chat about at that moment and all they could do is start asking ‘life’ questions. “Ugh, I’m doing fine in this job. It was quite stress-free as there is no boss supervising me everyday because he usually goes overseas.” Jonathan replied and smirked proudly. “Oh I see, ha-ha!” Yatsuka laughed awkwardly and took a sip of his wine. “So, did you find any job?” Jonathan asked him another question again. “Erm, haven’t yet. I’ve plan to open up an online shop actually.” Yatsuka smiled. Jonathan nodded his head and placed his right hand over Yatsuka’s left shoulder. He looked at his face closely and said, “Yatsuka, actually…” (Jonathan was actually trying to crack a joke on him…) Yatsuka started to panic and got nervous upon his actions, “Jonathan, are you drunk?” “I think you can be a model actually. You looked pretty and handsome at the same time, why not take a chance?” Jonathan continued his words, shaking Yatsuka’s shoulder softly and looked at him even closer. Yatsuka blushed, turning his head to his right side and asked, “I’m pretty?” Without knowing or figuring what that question means, Jonathan regained back his posture and replied plainly, “Yeah. In fact, you looked just like a girl to me.” (His joke was a failure and so he decided to stop it…) After hearing his words, Yatsuka got shocked and was happy at the same time. It was the first time that Jonathan, the one who he had crush on, actually said that he was pretty and looked like a girl to him! At that spot, an idea straightaway came across Yatsuka’s mind: Confession. He thought it was a good spot and chance to confess his love at that time. “Thanks! I am happy to know that from you and I thought that I should have confess out my feelings too.” Yatsuka looked at Jonathan and held his hands (Jonathan’s) tightly against his chest (Yatsuka’s). Jonathan gave Yatsuka a ‘?’ look but he did not saw it as he was looking down at that time, and continued his words with his eyes closed, “Actually, after we had spent so much time together, I got fallen in love with you somehow. But because I thought that you might hate me if I were to say this to you, so I kept it a secret. I never plan to say this out until tonight, when you said that I looked like a girl to you. It gave me the strength and courage to confess… So, would you mind if I be your girlfriend?” “WHAT?” Jonathan shouted loudly at Yatsuka, causing him to be startled. Yatsuka opened his eyes and looked up at Jonathan to see what is going on. When he saw Jonathan’s expression, he knew something was wrong and it was very wrong too. Their friendship might end at that very minute, with just a few words out of Yatsuka’s mouth. “Yatsuka, you gonna be kidding me, right?” He shook Yatsuka’s shoulder hard and looked at his face. ‘There is no turning back now; anyway everything won’t be the same anymore!’ Yatsuka thought and looked down to signal his answer. Jonathan lied back on his chair hardly and took a mouthful sip of his wine. He got nothing to say or reply. He didn’t know that Yatsuka had been crushing on him. He knew that Yatsuka was a gay but he never thought that he was his ‘target’. At that moment, Yatsuka was crying silently on his seat while thinking about their future friendship in his mind. He thought everything was coming to an end and Jonathan won’t treat him like he used to. Everything will be changing from that moment onwards and it was true! That night, Jonathan sent me and Yatsuka back to our homes right after he ended the ‘confession’. He ended with, “Yatsuka, I guess you’re tired after those partying. Let me fetch you home first and talk about this the next time.” All Yatsuka did was nodding his head in agreement and cried even sadly. As they came out of the balcony, I saw Yatsuka crying soundlessly and I assumed I knew the reasons. So I didn’t ask them any questions on the way to our homes. (I was the first to be dropped off usually and Yatsuka was the last.) After Yatsuka was dropped off, Jonathan apologized to him and drove off as fast as he could. I guess he couldn’t wait to avoid Yatsuka at that night. At that night, Yatsuka was crying madly in his house. He even tried to kill himself but didn’t have the courage. (That was what he told me…) A few days passed, Yatsuka tried to contact Jonathan but couldn’t. Jonathan would always reply with “Sorry, I’m busy for the moment. I’ll call you back later.” or “Hi, currently I’m doing some work. Will text you later, okay?”, but he never call or text back in the end. Then, Yatsuka would come to me to seek for 'a shoulder' to cry aloud. It had happened almost everyday during that period of ‘healing’. I would either go to Yatsuka’s house or a restaurant to listen to his angst emotions and comfort him. There is no way that I could reject him because I knew that he needed a lot of attention and care at that time, and so I had to put up with his annoying routine. – End of Chapter 3 – Summary for Chapter 4: A story twist is coming up next. The yaoi is gonna be over and a new relationship will be introduced soon. A ‘huge-age-gap’ relationship! That was what the story was written out for. Labels: 6 years already, bluezrosen, chapter three 0 Reviews♥ |
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Thursday, May 20, 2010.
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Chapter 2 – Yatsuka’s Confession “Confession is an option, not must. If you’re very desperate, you’ll let it out eventually.” As months passed by, Yatsuka and I got to know each other a lot through talking on phones and hanging out together. He was easy to interact with and very gentlemen, even though he was a gay at that time – that was what he said and I accepted the fact. We still became good friends that share secrets and daily routines. As you know, a kid would not think that much as long as they got a new friend. However, little did I know, he would fall for someone that both of us knew. On one day, Yatsuka brought me out for a shopping spree at a local biggest mall (again). He wore a black jean, purple long-sleeved shirt and a pair of leather boots, while I wore a black t-shirt and long pant with a pair of black sport shoe. We went to lots of shops, and had shopped in there for hours. It was quite fun – maybe this was how Yatsuka felt, but not me. Then, we came into an ice-cream outlet for a rest. He ordered mint for himself and vanilla with chocolate chips for me. The coldness cooled down our perspirations – it was summer at that time, and its softy texture was delicious! Suddenly, while we were enjoying our ice-creams, Yatsuka asked me a ridiculous question without looking at me, “Will you hate me if I said I love Jonathan?” “Huh? Why should I hate you? I love Jonathan too, anyway.” I replied. “What! You love him too?!” He shrieked. “Yeah, he is like a brother to me.” I replied innocently. Yatsuka gave off a sigh of relief and continued eating his ice-cream. I continued eating too, and we went into silence for awhile until I figured out something. I whispered aloud at him all of sudden, “Yatsuka! Did you just say you love Jonathan?!” “What- Uh, yes, I thought I said that just now… But how come you’re whispering to me?” Yatsuka got startled and whispered back. “If I were to whisper, does that mean you have to whisper back? Alright, put this aside and back to topic. I mean…I mean you really L-O-V-E love him?” I replied him with normal voice. To ensure he get my meaning, I even spelled out the word ‘love’ loudly for him. I knew that kids at that age would not know anything about gays or related things, but somehow I got it figured out. Yatsuka looked at me for awhile and turned back to his ice-cream. He knew that I figured out something from his words and so he admitted it. He nodded his head, “Yeah, it is what you’re thinking.” “Whoa, so what do you plan to do?” I asked him curiously. “Don’t worry about it. I plan to keep quiet actually but I just wanted your opinion about this. I thought you won’t figure it out through my words as you’re still young, but…” He lowered his head and said while he was looking at his ice-cream. After this conversation, we hadn’t talked at all. All we did was finishing our ice-cream and he sent me back home after that. Before I took the lift up to my home, he said expressionlessly, “Don’t tell Jonathan about what we had said today. It’s a secret between us.” I nodded my head and he left as soon as I promised him. After that day, we went on like as usual and even hangout twice in a week. It was like both of us had forgotten what happened and I guess Yatsuka really wished it this way too. But it was really no big deal to me, since he did not want Jonathan to know it. No one would ever know it too anyway, unless I betray him. As months passed by again, Jonathan’s birthday was around the corner and so Yatsuka and I planned to throw a birthday party for him. Of course, the party will be held in his own house and all the party’s fees will be contributed by Yatsuka! (Jonathan was living alone at that time.) As for his birthday present, we went through a lot of ruckus just to get him the right present. It was hard to choose, you know! He loves and likes too many things that we did not really know what to get for him. In the end, we got him a bottle of very expensive champagne. It was chosen by Yatsuka and I played a part by agreeing with him. So, on that actual day, Jonathan went to work as usual while we secretly bugged into his house to do some birthday party’s decorations. It took us nearly three hours to clean and decorate his messy house! His house was like a garbage center, full of rubbish and stinky clothes. Initially, we thought we could decorate it within an hour and take a rest until he comes home. In the end, we actually still needed to help him do some laundries and cleaning. What luck is this! “Phew, finally finish cleaning his stinky and messy house…” Yatsuka said tiredly. “Yeah, I never thought he was like this.” I said while I am munching on a packet of potato chips. “Well, I guess some men are just like this.” Yatsuka sat on the sofa, beside me. After waiting for a long time, that we nearly fallen asleep while waiting, Jonathan finally came home. “SURPRISE!” both of us shouted aloud as he entered his house. – End of Chapter 2 – Summary for Chapter 3: When celebration over, Yatsuka finally confessed his mind to Jonathan and guess what? Same as most man would do, Jonathan got freaked out… Labels: 6 years already, bluezrosen, chapter two 0 Reviews♥ |
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010.
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Hi friends! I'm sorry for being inactive for many days... I remembered that I hadn't posted anything on 1 week, that's because I went to travel back to my hometown - Kyoto... (I don't bring my laptop while I'm on a travel.) I'm really sorry about it... Regarding to the prologues, I'm really fed up with it. Because I find it hard to write & make it interesting >_< Hence, to make things simple, I'm going to upload all the stories first! So that people who visited have more choices of stories:D As for the remaining prologues, I'm going to slowly write them XP Sorry, I'm really bad in writing interesting prologues.. Therefore, I needed more time :) All right then. The next few days, I'll post my stories one by one^_^ Do read & comment on them! :D Labels: bluezrosen, news 0 Reviews♥ |
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Monday, May 17, 2010.
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Chapter 1 – Our First Meeting “Most ladies wouldn’t forget about their first meeting, what about the men?” Seven years ago, while I was having lunch half-way through with my senior at a fast-food restaurant, a tall young man came in stylishly and I was totally attracted by him on that spot. He walked towards us as if he was cat-walking, and called out my senior’s name softly. My senior turned around and smiled, “Wow, you looked beautiful today and managed to get here on time!” “Yeah, thanks for the compliments. Can I sit beside you?” that tall young man blushed while nodding his head and asked my senior politely. At that very moment, when I clearly heard that man’s voice again, I got shocked all of the sudden because I thought he was a lady initially. However, I was wrong. He had a manly voice! Anyway, who would know he was a man if he have such a pale white skin that most ladies would wished to have and a very long and silky brown hair with golden highlights that grown down to his thighs?! Moreover, a slim and slightly muscular body too? Despite he had a flat chest, he was such a beauty! He had a pair of hazel eyes – covered with silver eye-shadows and thin lines of eyeliner, with long eyelashes, a sharp yet nicely shaped nose and a pale pink thin yet sexy-looking lip. He wore a black jean, long-sleeved black silk-liked shirt and a pair of black high-heeled leather shoes at that time. His overall appearance just really looked like those catwalk male models! It was attractive and seductive. My senior nodded his head and pushed out the chair beside him. That man bow lightly to him before he sat onto the chair and pushed it towards the table to sit comfortably. “So, why did you call me out all of the sudden? And who is this little girl?” that man took a look at me first before he looked at my senior and asked curiously. “I asked you out because…I wanted to introduce a friend of mine, which is my junior, to you. She is also a Japanese freak, same like me. And so, I think she might love to have a Japanese friend like you…And ever since you immigrated to here, you hadn’t make any friends yet except me, so why not take this chance to have a new friend?” my senior replied like a wind-bag, while having a bite of his burger and a sip of his coke. (Those ‘…’ were his eating actions.) “Oh I see, okay, I’ll accept it. But is she alright? She keep staring at me since I came in…” that man asked innocently while he stared at me. “I bet she got struck by your-” Before my senior finished his words, I cut in and asked, “Uh, yeah, I’m alright…Hey, since when you have such friend and you didn’t tell me too?” “Well, you didn’t ask. So, I didn’t say.” my senior replied me and stuck out his tongue playfully. “Stop acting like a kid when you’re in front of a little girl…It is so unattractive.” that man sighed at my senior. “It’s alright, don’t mind his childishness. I think he is mentally a kid but physically a man. So, you know, he is still a kid overall. Ha!” I joked and whispered playfully to that man. “Yeah, you are absolutely right about that!” that man laughed. After hearing our conversation about him, my senior pout his mouth and did not try to argue with us as he was too lazy to do that. Then, suddenly, the three of us kept quiet. My senior and I continued with our lunch, while that man stared at us. It was so weird and awkward that my senior finally broke the silence by asking, “Hey, why not you two introduce yourselves to each other? Our surroundings are too quiet, you know.” That man nodded and took out his right hand, pointing my direction to signal me that he wanted to shake hands, while he said, “Hi, call me Yatsuka. I’m a traveler. Currently, twenty and just immigrated to here not long. And you are?” I shook his hand and replied, “Hi, I’m Yume. Currently, nine years old and I am still a student.” “Nine? Isn’t that too young for you, Jonathan?” Yatsuka got shocked and looked at my senior. “Hey, it is not like what you think. She is just a junior, like a little sister to me and she is not my cup of tea too. So, don’t think too much.” my senior replied him bluntly. “Oh, I’m sorry. I thought…Okay, that doesn’t matter anymore. So, how did both of you get so close together since…you know?” Yatsuka looked curiously at both of us. Then, my senior looked at me and smiled to Yatsuka, “Because things just became like that.” Upon hearing that, I nodded my head in agreement. – End of Chapter 1 – Summary for Chapter 2: After I had befriended with Yatsuka, things gone pretty well. Until one day, Yatsuka made an indirect confession to me, but the one he loved was not me. Instead, it was a guy and we knew him! Gosh, I guess you know who this guy is already. Want to what would happen next? Stay on for the next chapter! Labels: 6 years already, bluezrosen, chapter one 0 Reviews♥ |
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Sunday, May 16, 2010.
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10 years old innocent little girl + 17 young gay teenager = LOVE? 7 years later, what would happen to them? From the 'equation' above, I guess you might at least get a little idea of what the story is about. Actually, this story talks about reality of being in a relationship. However, the situation is quite different. It is about how a little girl and a gay cope with their relationship without being disturbed or insult by others. There will be all sorts of problems coming out. Insults, objections from friends & family, betrayals, communication problem, long distance relationship… All sorts of problems that both of them had gone through will be written out into a story. Each chapter will have a quote written at the beginning. The quote is actually the simple version of summary about the chapter. At the end of each chapter, there will be summary on the next chapter. This story is actually about me & my current boyfriend. Yes, he is a gay. Everything written in the story had happened in the past. Right now, it is the 7th year for us. I decided to write our memories into a story because many people (in reality) kept asking me about our relationship. They were curious because they think it is weird to see a little girl had a relationship with someone a lot older than her. They would ask things like what we had gone through… After a few betrayals, why are we still together… Things like that it is really hard to reply aloud straightaway. If you were me, how would you reply then? Labels: 6 years already, bluezrosen, prologue 0 Reviews♥ |
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Monday, April 26, 2010.
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From Magician, Became Butler Since young, those butlers who had taken care of me will always be replaced in every few months. The causes of their frequent replacements were partly because of my parents’ faults and theirs’. However, the entire fault was mostly because of me. I am the one who was fussy and petty. The one who shown unreasonable attitudes to all butlers and drove them resigned. Most of them resigned due to too many works to do within a day, while the rest got fired over their carelessness. The tons of work they had to do were actually assigned by me. In short, I am the devil in behind all of the resignations. Another reason for pushing them to resign was because of my parents. They do not give a care or concern about the frequent replacement of butlers because they were too busy in their works, which partly caused me to become a devil. I meant I wanted to get their attentions. I needed it so badly that I became a ‘devil’. There is a sentence stated like this, ‘When children needed their parents’ attentions, they will start becoming destructive.’ This was the exact meaning of my doings. In order to capture my parents’ attentions, I vented my anger on the butlers and replaced them frequently. I knew that it was wrong to do that, but no one could stop me from being like that at that time. The servants and housekeepers were in no position to talk to me and so left my parents only, but they were too busy to even have a chat with me! In the end, my wrongdoings got carried out. +++ You might wonder how I got my butlers resigned by their own. It was simple actually. All I does was to throw my tantrums at them unreasonably, and grab every chances to fire them in a mistake that they had done. Even though most of them were very careful and hardworking on their works, they would still made mistakes at times. Hence, those mistakes got me a chance to dismiss them. Although I had done several evil things, but I did not meant to be like that. I just hated it when those butlers did not understand my feelings. It was frustrating and annoying. They should have studied carefully of my biography in the first place, so that they can understand and give me what I needed as a child. You might say that it was impossible for a butler to know clearly of his master’s needs, but that was not really true as there was a butler who had successfully done it. His name was Kin. Kin was a talented butler. He had undergone several courses that mainly focused on housekeeping, which I had arranged for him for his benefits. In the end, unexpectedly, Kin was my last butler. He was the only butler that I would not allow anyone to replace him, unless he resigns. +++ Kin came into my life six years ago and had stayed by my side till now. He had done an excellent job as a butler and never failed to satisfy my demands. Also, his arrival had pulled me out from my dark world that I used to be in. Now, I no longer needed my parents’ attentions, neither would I do those immature ‘firing’ like I do in the past. Everything had changed, including my character too. About how Kin became my butler was mainly because of his finance difficulties dated back six years ago. Six years ago, Kin was only fifteen and had become a young magician. However, he was still not known by others in the magicians’ world yet. He was well-brought up by his parents, who were both magicians too. Everything was doing fine for them. Until one day; someone set fire on their house. Luckily, Kin was not in the house that day. He went out somewhere to play. However, unfortunately, his parents were in the house and were trapped by the fire. In the end, both of them were burnt to death. Everything had gone by the time Kin came home. He became alone. From there onwards, Kin knew that he had to take care of himself as there were no assets leave for him. All the assets were burnt away in that incident. Also, he did not want to trouble any of his relatives because he was an independent person. Hence, in the end, he earned his livings through performing a few magic tricks, which could be easily done with nature resources, in the streets. People would put money into a big metal can that he placed in front of him, while watching his performance. That was how he made a living for him. However, as days past by, he realized that he could not go on like that. ‘Oh man, I can’t go on like this. Performing in the streets can only allow me to earn some money for food. Also, the money I’m earning each day is getting lesser. I think it is time for me to find a job…But will anyone want to hire me? I hadn’t had a bath for many days already…’ Kin thought and sighed, while he was resting at a corner of a street. After resting for many minutes, Kin started going into some cafes and shops to ask for a job without caring about his appearance. He just wanted to try his luck and see if anyone would be kind enough to hire him. However, as expected, no one was kind enough to hire him and most them shooed him off immediately when he stepped into the shops and asked for job. Kin looked like an untidy person and smelt like a rotten fish. His brown hair was long and messy and his clothings were very dirty like as if they were picked up from the trashes. Everyone kept a distance away from him wherever he went, because he really smelt badly. Just in luck, Kin saw an advertisement on hiring a butler that was put up by my parents. And so, he went for the interview which will be interviewed by me. +++ ~In the interview~ Kin sat in front of me with the same messy and dirty appearance, but I was not bothered by his appearance. Instead, I was bothered by his smell. He smelt so bad that I covered my nose deliberately in front of him, yet he did not really care about my action and acted as if nothing had happened. We were separated by an oval-shaped medium table with two cups of tea and a huge plate of cookies on it. While I was looking through a registration form that he had filled in, he took a cookie without asking and was stopped my parents’ housekeeper. “I am sorry, sir. You should not touch that plate of cookies unless the missy has taken one. It was considered rude under this family’s rules and regulations.” the housekeeper looked at him and said strictly. “Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t know that there is such a rule or regulation.” Kin replied coldly, yet shown a smile while putting back the cookie that he took. Upon seeing him putting back that cookie, I felt disgusted because his hands were so dirty that probably had contaminated the cookies. And so, I said to him sarcastically, “Eat up that plate of cookies if you want, my servants can bake as many cookies as I demand. I don’t mind this small plate of cookies. Also, I am not going to eat that plate of cookies because it got contaminated by your germs already.” After hearing what I had said to him, he stoned for a moment. Kin did not understand what I had said to him initially, but had finally understood after digesting my sentences in his brain for awhile. And so, he bowed and thanked me before taking that plate of cookies and placed it on his laps. ‘Yuck! This man looked so dirty and smelt badly. He is rude too. Yet he still dares to come for interview!?’ I thought angrily. However, in the end, I still hired Kin as my butler. He could become my butler was because I could not wait to send off my previous butler. Therefore, I hired Kin to replace him. For Kin, I treated him more badly than all of my previous butlers because he gave me a bad impression on the first day of our meeting – the interview. Thus, I tortured him by giving him extra works that a normal butler does not do, such as cleaning of my rooms (which normally were for the servants) – consists of the study-room, bedroom, entertainment-room and party-room, and attends all types of courses that related to housekeeping that I arranged for him. Even though Kin was treated like this, he did not complaint. In fact, he would always smile at every situation. No matter how serious the situations were, he would still smile and apologize. A good example was when I scolded him, and all he does was to smile back at me and apologize! I was so frustrated and annoyed that I felt like punching him during those times! In the beginning, I found Kin’s smile very annoying. But, after months of being with him, I found that he was actually quite handsome and was a hardworking man too. He tolerates all of my nonsense, tortures and unreasonable attitudes. Also, he always tries satisfied me in all ways and made me had a little chance to scold him. Kin had changed a lot since he became my butler. It must be those courses he attended changed him. Now, he looked very tidy and clean and did not smell bad too. +++ Five months later, I raised my ‘white flag’ and started to treat Kin as a real butler. He no longer needed to clean my rooms and attend courses. He just needed to do works that a normal butler should do. Then, one morning, Kin woke me up from my sleep gently, “Missy, its morning now. Please wake up or else you might be late for school.” And so, I woke up and Kin carried me to the bathroom. After washing my face and brushing my teeth, Kin carried me again to the diner table for breakfast. The reason he had to carry me around was because I requested him to do it, as I am too tired to walk around in the morning. Half-way through my breakfast, I suddenly commanded Kin to sit by my side. He got startled initially as he never thought I would talk to him in the morning, which I normally do not. After a few seconds later, he regained back to his senses and quickly pulled out a chair from the diner table. He put the chair beside me and sat down while facing me. Without facing him, I said calmly while I continued my breakfast, “Kin, you have been very tolerance and kind to me. But I think its enough for me already. Hence, I would like to praise you by giving you a huge sum of allowance as well as letting you go.” Upon hearing my words, he looked surprised and immediately replied, “What? What about you, missy? Who would take care of you?” “Can’t you hear what I have just said? Don’t let me repeat again!” I answered him with an annoyed look while wiping my mouth with a handkerchief and continued my sentences, “You can leave now. I will find someone to replace you.” “Why is that so? Had I done something that upset you? If yes, do tell me. I will change, so please don’t fire me yet.” Kin said sadly and looked at me as if he was begging for something. I ignored him and stood up from my seat. As I was preparing to walk towards my room, Kin grabbed my hand. I looked at him fiercely and commanded him to put off his hand, but he refused. Since he refused, I had no choice but to drag him too into my room. While I was changing into my school uniform, I said to Kin who behind me and was leaning against the door, looking sadly, “I am not firing you. I am just allowing you to leave. So please leave now before I change my mind again.” “I don’t wish to leave. I wish to stay by your side, my missy.” He said with an intense look. I got shocked by his intense look and words that I cried all of the sudden. Upon seeing me crying suddenly, he got panicked and hurried over to my side to comfort me. When he reached my side, I actually hugged him and said with sorrow, “I need you to leave before I fall in love with you…” Kin smiled and hugged me tightly when he heard that I loved him through an indirectly way of speaking. He got close to my left ear and whispered softly, “I won’t leave because I had fallen in love you too, after many months of taking care of you”. I looked up at him and smirked. In the end, we kissed each other and that was how our ‘butler and missy’s love’ began. Since then, we had been together till now. Nevertheless, would I mistreat him or torture him anymore. Instead, I would shower him with more loves and cares. – End of Story – Labels: bluezrosen, chapter one, from magician became butler, short story 0 Reviews♥ |
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Friday, April 23, 2010.
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"Since young, those butlers who had taken care of me will always be replaced in every few months. The causes of their frequent replacements were partly because of my parents’ faults and theirs’. However, the entire fault was mostly because of me. I am the one who was fussy and petty. The one who shown unreasonable attitudes to all butlers and drove them resigned." This story is about a young missy who needed a lot of attention from everyone. She is mean and fussy. She like to torture her butlers by making them work until they couldn't wait to leave. On the another hand, there is poor man trying to get a job. One day, he saw this poster put up by the young missy. There, he embarked on a journey to the 'living hell'. However, he won't regret for he has found his romance there. This story is one of my earliest work. It is a story that I am not proud of, because it does not flow smoothly even though I had tried to correct it. But I couldn't get a grip on the plot, something is amissed in the story and I had no idea what it was. Hence, I decided to write a new version of this story again in the future. I don't know when would it be posted up, but just take a look at this story. A stranger commented that this story is a good plot, but lack of feelings and the 'flow'. There are also many grammatically errors... Hmm, I guess that all about it. I totally agreed with him and I would correct it soon. Labels: bluezrosen, from magician became butler, prologue 0 Reviews♥ |
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Thursday, April 22, 2010.
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Once again... WELCOME TO THE BRAND NEW BLUEZROSEN'S BLOG!!! It took me a lot of efforts to decorate the previous plain and boring template. I didn't mean the base code is boring. What I meant was the code that I had edited... Argh, I have no idea what I'm writing about now ![]() Forget it. I guess I'm too tired to write a proper entry right now. It is 1:00 AM right now... I think I need to flee fast, before my mum 'catches' me. (Just kidding...)Okay, I'm really tired and sleepy... I think I'll need to go now. ![]() Do give some comments about the current decoration. Tell me whether is it nice or can be improved. Comments below;D Labels: bluezrosen, news 0 Reviews♥ |
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Sunday, April 11, 2010.
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A Mysterious Murdering Letter It was a prank letter initially, but it turned into a cursed letter while it was passed around. It was a mysterious curse, as it caused a person’s death mysteriously and subsequently the others who were received the letter turned crazy. No one knew what happened and the person who placed the curse, unless one experiences it. No one even dare to investigate about this, as it will surely cost their lives. The letter was first received by a mischievous boy, who stayed in a town named ‘Quaranto’ back in 1960s. Back then, everything was not in a good shape. Life was hard, money was hard to earn and many had to suffer. However, this boy was lucky enough to be born into a noble family. His name was Krestolia. Since young, Krestolia was served and spoon-fed by the servants. None of them dared to mistreat him, as he was the apple in his parents’ eyes. Krestolia loves to play pranks on the servants and sometimes on his parents. Although they were angry when they were tricked, however, they would still forgive him because Krestolia was a spoilt brat. As years passed, Krestolia grew tired of playing pranks. He wanted to do something else, a thing that could frighten everyone when they opened it. He thought and thought, then suddenly, he thought up of an idea. Krestolia’s idea was to write up a chain letter and passes it around. And so, he went into his room and isolated himself for several hours. When Krestolia finally came out, he went into one of the servants’ room with a letter in his hand. He placed the letter on the servant’s bed and quickly escaped out of the room. This was what he wrote in the letter: Dear receiver, You have received a cursed letter. In two days’ time, you will be suffering a horrifying curse. To break this curse, you will have to pass this letter to someone else without being notice. If you’re noticed, you will have to bear the consequences together with the person who saw you. Lastly, it is up to your decision whether you want to believe it or not. However, I advise you to believe it because the curse will come true. Also, do not throw or burn this letter. Or else you will worsen the curse. Anonymous During that night, the servant read the letter and he knew it was Krestolia’s doings. Hence, he decided to put away the letter into his drawer and ignored it. Two days later, nothing had happened to the servant. After all, it was just a prank and Krestolia had expected this too. Feeling bored, Krestolia decided to come up with another idea. He decided to play with water. Since then, many servants got drenched wet whenever they go into a room or received a ‘water gift’ from him. Krestolia had a lot of fun playing water pranks on them that he totally forgot about the letter. However, one day, after playing pranks on his servants, Krestolia went back into his room to rest. When he walked towards his bed, he saw a letter. It was a familiar letter. The moment he opened the letter, he knew that it was his writing. However, the content inside had changed. It was written like this: Dear receiver, You have received a cursed letter. When the time is up, you will see something unbelievable. To break this curse, you will have to pass this letter to someone else. Lastly, it is up to your decision whether you want to believe it or not. If you choose not to believe, you are asking for it. No mercy will be shown by then. Anonymous “What a ridiculous letter is this? Did he think that I will give a care about it?” said Krestolia. Krestolia did not believe what he had received because he thought it was just a simple prank. Therefore, he tore up the letter into many pieces and threw them into a waste bin. However, when night came, Krestolia felt something weird about his room. He felt unease and uncomfortable all of the sudden. To ease his mood, Krestolia ordered a servant to stay by his side until he was completely asleep. Though the servant had obeyed Krestolia and stayed by his side, something still happened to him at that night. In the middle of the night, Krestolia woke up all of the sudden because he heard some noises made by a creaking door and thought someone had barged into his room. To ensure he was safe, he seated up and looked around to see if there was anybody in his room but there was nobody else but his servant who was asleep by his bed. He tried to wake his servant up, but it was useless because the servant was deeply asleep. Hence, he decided to go back into his sleep too. And so, Krestolia lied back down onto his bed and closed his eyes. When he was about to go into his dreamland, he felt someone lying beside him and was facing him too. He was too frightened to open his eyes, thus he just said, “Gorano, is that you? Reply me if you are awake.” No one replied him and thus, it made him felt even frighten. The person beside Krestolia kept moving closer to him that it almost touched his face. When both of them almost got into skin contact, Krestolia moved back a little instinctively. He summoned up all of his courage and opened his eyes. Immediately, he screamed aloud over what he had seen. That person was featureless except a white skin over its face and its body was burned black totally. “Ah!!!!! What the hell is this?! Gorano, Gorano, wake up! Wake up!” Krestolia screamed and tried to wake his servant up, but it was unsuccessful. Krestolia ran around his room while screaming for help and the monster kept chasing after him with fast speed, it did not gave him any chances to escape out of the room. After a long run, Krestolia stopped and took a chair in his hand. “What the hell do you want, you this monster?!” Krestolia shouted at that monster while he used the chair as his shield. The monster did not reply, but the room suddenly turned very dark that it made Krestolia barely sees anything in his room except the chair in his hands. Krestolia started to tremble, but still, he upheld his bravery and tried to defense himself against that monster. Suddenly, a voice echoed in the room, “Krestolia Laveno, you have chosen not to believe the curse. Therefore, you should be punished. Don’t forget I did give you warning, I wrote ‘No mercy will be shown by then.’ and you ignored it. Hence, I have sent my servant to send you to Hell.” “What are you talking about?! Didn’t that was just a prank letter?! What did you mean by sending me to hell? I have done nothing wrong!” Krestolia quickly replied back nervously to the voice. “No, that letter was a gift from me. You are counted lucky to have my attention, brat. You are a little like me, like to play pranks on others. Hence, I got interested in you recently and so I would like to show you my home which is the Hell as a welcome gift to join my ‘club’. I will also show you my servant’s abilities too, so do enjoy!” the voice replied Krestolia and faded away after its last word. While Krestolia was about to argue back, the monster had stood in front of him. It was too late for him to react, as the monster had smashed off the chair and took down on him. Krestolia was ripped apart from his lower abdomen and he looked extremely shocked before he died. After this weird incident, the family held a funeral for him and did not investigate on his death because they had received a warning letter that warned them not to look into his death or else they would be cursed like him. Feeling frightened, they took Krestolia’s case as an unnatural death and carried on with their life as usual. After several years later, in a town near ‘Quaranto’, a young hooligan received the same cursed letter and he chosen not to believe it too. However, he was not killed in the end. Instead, he saw the scene of Krestolia’s death and the monster whenever he sleeps. Thus, after a few nights, he went crazy. Since then, people who received it got the same fate as the hooligan does if they had chosen not to believe it. For those who pass it, they will be forgiven and none of misfortunes would fall upon them. Hence, in the end, the receiving of the letter depends on the person’s luck. As for Krestolia, after he had died, he was sent to the ‘the voice’ there and became his servant. He assists ‘the voice’ by passing the letter all around the town and flashes his horrible fate to those who deserved the consequences. He was known as the ‘God of Pranks’ in the end. – End of Story – Labels: a mysterious murdering letter, bluezrosen, chapter one, short story 0 Reviews♥ |
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Saturday, April 10, 2010.
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It was a prank letter initially, but it turned into a cursed letter while it was passed around. It was a mysterious curse, as it caused a person’s death mysteriously and subsequently the others who were received the letter turned crazy. No one knew what happened and the person who placed the curse, unless one experiences it. No one even dare to investigate about this, as it will surely cost their lives. The letter was first received by a mischievous boy, who stayed in a town named ‘Quaranto’ back in 1960s. Back then, everything was not in a good shape. Life was hard, money was hard to earn and many had to suffer. However, this boy was lucky enough to be born into a noble family. His name was Krestolia. After he received the letter, 'The Voice' came to haunt him. Misfortunates fall upon him. People can't help him because it was his retribution. Do you wanna know why it was his retribution? How did he died? Who is the murderer? Read the story then! :) Heh heh heh... This is one of my earliest stories that I ever completed it. In my opinion, this story sucks a lot... But, I don't know why, people actually do click & read this story in FictionPress.com. On certain months, this story actually have more 50 hits. To me, a bad writer, that is a lot of hits! However, I still hate this story a lot. The plot is okay, but it does not flow well. Hence, I decided to write a new version of it. But it won't be out so soon, probably months later or even a year later... Sorry, I'm a slow & picky writer. Labels: a mysterious murdering letter, bluezrosen, prologue 0 Reviews♥ |
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Friday, April 09, 2010.
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A Life Decision After two years of relationship, Hideki and Kyoko finally stepped into a local church for their marriage. It was a memorable day for them as they had completed part of their life’s ‘mission’. After the marriage, they went to Hawaii for honeymoon and had their ‘make out’ over there. It was a wonderful holiday experiences they ever had since they met each other. A few months later, good news came to them. Kyoko was pregnant! They discovered it when Kyoko kept vomiting but nothing came out in the end. Moreover, it happened several times on a day and so Hideki suspected that she might be pregnant. Thus, he bought Kyoko to a doctor. As expected, he was going to be father soon! It was a great day for both of them as they never thought they could be parents so soon. Since then, every month, both of them went for check-ups together at a local hospital. Every time they would go there together without fail, as Hideki does not allow Kyoko to go there by herself because he scared something bad would happen to her. Also, if Hideki could not make it on any appointment day, they would change the date to a later day too. It was so sweet of them. However, things would not always go smoothly for them. On the fourth month, they followed their scheduled check-up punctually. On that day, both of them were excited because the gynecologist could reveal their baby’s gender to them through a process of scanning. After spending a few minutes of scanning, the gynecologist finally told them the news that they had been waiting for: it was a baby girl. Though they were a little disappointed, but they were still happy with the news they received. Initially, they hoped for a baby boy. However, it does not matter anymore because a baby girl was already on the way to them. “Doctor, how is the baby’s health? Is she doing good inside?” Kyoko asked the gynecologist. “Don’t worry, she is doing fine inside. Just remember to provide her with more nutrients by eating properly.” The gynecologist replied her with a smile. “Okay, doctor. I will remember to feed my wife with more nutritious foods.” Hideki said to the gynecologist, with a happy expression. “Don’t feed me too much, or else I might become fatter!” Kyoko said in an angry manner to her husband. Then, all of them, including the gynecologist, burst into laughter. After laughing for awhile, the gynecologist asked Kyoko to wait outside the room, at the payment counter there, as she wanted to talk to Hideki for a moment. “Is there anything important to talk about? Or is there something I shouldn’t know about, doctor?” Kyoko asked the gynecologist, with a suspicious look. “Don’t think too much, Kyoko. I just wanted to tell your husband about the list of foods that you should not eat and also reveal a secret recipe of mine. Nothing much actually… However, it won’t be a secret anymore since you are in here listening to our conversation.” the gynecologist answered Kyoko, with a big smile on her face. “Oh I see…A secret recipe? Well, I love surprises anyway and hope that Hideki will cook something delicious for me this time round! Alright, I will wait at the payment counter. Do end the conversation quick; don’t keep me waiting too long!” Kyoko said to Hideki and the gynecologist in an excited manner. “Okay, don’t leave until we meet, Kyoko!” Hideki said to Kyoko before she leaves the room. After Kyoko leave the room, the gynecologist looked serious all of the sudden and Hideki could sense her seriousness too. The whole room was so quiet that it made Hideki stiffed up. “Mr. Yamato, I have a bad news for you and your wife actually….” the gynecologist said to Hideki in a low voice. “Yes, what is the news regarding to….?” replied Hideki, in a nervous voice. “It is regarding to your baby. From the previous scan we just had, it seem that your baby was diagnosed with a disease called ‘Achondroplasia’. In short, it is known as dwarfism.” the gynecologist said sadly. “What? What did you mean?! Dwarfism…As in she can’t grow up like normal kids?!” Hideki said with a disbelief look. The gynecologist nodded her head and said, “Yes, and there is something I want you and your wife to discuss about it. I want to know if both of you still want this child or not because there is a possibility that this child might not survive after birth.” “What the…? Why did this happen?!” Hideki shouted angrily while he stood up from his seat and was going to punch the gynecologist’s face, but resisted his anger in the end as he knew that it was not the gynecologist’s fault. It was nobody’s faults. All was fated, destined. “So what should I do now? I don’t think Kyoko will accept this.” Hideki said with a worried voice, looking sad. “I think you should tell Kyoko about it in a calm manner. Don’t let her get too agitated, as it might affect the baby too.” the gynecologist said with a scared look. “Okay, I am sorry for scaring you…” said Hideki sadly, when he saw the gynecologist’s scared face. After saying his last word, Hideki had prepared to leave the room but was stopped by the gynecologist when he had reached the door. “Oh yeah, Hideki, don’t let your wife eat too much of pineapples and watermelons. Also, the secret recipe is to brew bird nest for her.” said the gynecologist. Hideki nodded his head once and went out of the room. When he walked towards the payment counter, he saw Kyoko waving to him happily. He smiled to her and curved his hand over her waist when she stood up from her seat. “Let’s go.” Hideki said calmly. Actually, deep down in his heart, Hideki was hurt badly. He never thought he would face such a difficult decision in his life. Even though his life was full of ups and downs, he never faced any decision regarding to a life. ‘What should I do now? I should tell about it to Kyoko now or…’ Hideki thought as he open the car’s door for Kyoko. “What is the matter? I can see you are troubling over something.” Kyoko asked him as she went into the car, with a worried voice. “Nothing much actually…I am just thinking about my work.” Hideki lied to her and closed the car’s door gently. Seeing Hideki does not wanted to tell her the truth, Kyoko decided not to ask anymore. From the hospital, Hideki drove Kyoko back into their home and went to prepare their dinner after that. It was evening at that time, time for dinner. After their dinner, Hideki cleared and washed the plates while Kyoko was watching the television from the sofa. “Kyoko, I have something to tell you. Promise me you won’t get mad or do anything silly after you heard what I wanted to say.” Hideki said, while he was wiping his wet hands on his apron and walking towards Kyoko. “Hmm…Can you wait until this drama ends? Now they are showing the exciting part.” Kyoko said back to Hideki, while her eyes were looking at the television. Hideki did not say anything but sat beside her, watching the drama with her. After ten minutes later, the drama ended and Kyoko faced him, and asked, “Okay, what did you want to tell me just now?” “Alright, listen to me carefully and do not get too agitated after that. It won’t do any good to our baby.” Hideki said in a serious manner to Kyoko. It was the first time Kyoko ever seen Hideki this serious, and thus she was a little startled. She nodded her head slowly. She knew that he had something bad to say, from her instinct, so she lowered her head and closed her eyes after she nodded her head. “Our baby is down with a disease called ‘Achondroplasia’ and the doctor asked if we still want to keep her. She might die even if we keep her, and so we have to decide now before it is too late.” Hideki said sadly as his tears had rolled down his face. “What! Why did this happen…?” Kyoko burst into tears once she heard the bad news. Both of them hugged together and kept crying non-stop, until suddenly Kyoko broke the cries. She released Hideki from her hug and looked at him with her teary eyes, and said calmly, “I want to keep this baby. She is our first child.” Then once again, she burst into tears again. “Kyoko, I know how you are feeling now. But actually, I wanted to tell you that we should abort this child. She will suffer in future even if we let her come into this world!” Hideki hugged Kyoko tightly and said, in a crying voice. “No!!!! I don’t want to abort her! She is our child, God’s blesses to us!” Kyoko shouted back to Hideki, while she was still crying. “I know! I know! I know that we should give her a chance of living! But do think for her seriously! What if she did not survive after birth? We will be even heartbreaking by that time. Also even if she survives, not only we have to suffer, she has to suffer too! At that time, I can’t imagine what will happen to us and her!” Hideki said in a louder voice to calm Kyoko’s mood, so as to prevent her from getting even agitated. Kyoko did not say anything but kept crying in Hideki’s chest. She was too hurt to say anything; she just wanted to cry silently and not think of anything at that time. Since then, for many weeks, Kyoko had been having poor appetites and refused to talk to Hideki. Even if Hideki tried very hard to get her attention by hurting himself, she still does not care. She would keep looking and caress her stomach while sitting at the sofa, as if she wanted to protect something. She would also watch her favorite dramas on time without fail. However, she just would not care for Hideki. Seeing Kyoko kept doing the same thing over and over again for many days, Hideki thought that she got into depression. Thus, he went to their gynecologist for consultation. After waiting for about thirty minutes, it was finally his turn to go into the room. “Doctor, I think my wife is having depression!” Hideki shouted aloud once he got into the gynecologist’s room at the hospital. “Hey, don’t shout so loud!” the gynecologist shown him a quiet hand sign and continued her words, “Are you really sure about that?” “I think I am sure, she kept doing the same actions over and over again. Even if I get hurt or talk to her, she just didn’t have any response. All she does is caressing her stomach and watch her dramas.” Hideki said in a worried yet loud voice. At that time, he was pressing against the gynecologist’s table with both of his arms and his face was close to her face too. His eyes were opened very big while he was talking, this action made the gynecologist got shocked and embarrassed. “Hey, don’t get so close to me!” the gynecologist pushed Hideki’s face away. “I am sorry, doctor. I got too agitated.” Hideki bowed and apologized to the gynecologist sincerely. “Alright, about your case, I think you should observe her for a few more days. Maybe she is just thinking of something. Did you tell her about the baby’s decision?” the gynecologist said calmly. “Yes, I have. It is from there on, she became like this. I am afraid it was the decision thing that made her depressed and led to depression.” Hideki said with a worried voice. “Hmm, oh I see…Well, I suggested you talk to her seriously this time round. Get to know what she is thinking of and contact me if there is any serious problem you have detected. Here is my contact-card.” the gynecologist said while handing a card to him. “Okay, I will talk to her. Thank you so much for your advice.” Hideki waved to the gynecologist and leave the room. When Hideki reached home, he walked towards Kyoko who was sitting on the sofa. “Kyoko…” Hideki put his hands on her shoulders and shown her a sad face. “Hideki, I have a decision.” Kyoko looked at him and said coldly. After hearing what Kyoko had said, Hideki’s eyes became wider and his mouth opened into a ‘O’ shape too, looking very shocked. Without waiting for Hideki’s further response, Kyoko spoke up first, “I do not want our child to suffer. So…Go and make arrangement for the abortion. Arrange it quick.” In the end, they got their child aborted. As for Kyoko, she remained the same as she is but she is willing to talk to Hideki already. They also created a grave for their child. On the grave, it craved, ‘In the memory of Hideki’s and Kyoko’s child. She had died on XX/XX/XXXX, before birth.’ And so, every year, they would visit this grave in memory of their first child. Many years later, Kyoko gave birth to two babies. Both babies are healthy and normal. Moreover, they were boys too! Just as they wanted, their wish came true in the end. – End of Story – Labels: a life decision, bluezrosen, chapter one, short story 0 Reviews♥ |

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