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Chapter 3 – My Lover Always As I was calmed down, I pushed Yuki away and suddenly sparkles of fireworks boomed out from nowhere. I saw a sight of beautiful sparkling fire filled with various colours, it was totally beautiful and stunning. Though I was shocked initially but I did not feel angry, instead, I felt that the splashes of fire made by the fireworks were splendid! While I was watching the wonderful fireworks, my anger dissolved completely. I was touched by his efforts and love. Even though I treated him badly, he still tries to gain my trust and love. ‘Maybe he is the one.’ I thought calmly. As the fireworks going to end, Yuki stood behind me and whispered, “Yume, I know that I have been making you angry ever since we met but I am not on purpose to do that. I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I had been waiting for you in here. I hope that the fireworks I made for you can dissolve your anger. Also, after tonight…” he paused and took a breath, “If you do not wish to see me again, I won’t appear in front of you anymore. Forever won’t, I promise.” I turned around and faced him, and I saw his expression. It was so sad that my heart actually hurt for him. I thought that I was in love with him, and so, I said, “Yuki, it is not your fault actually. I am the one who was always harsh and angry with you. I do that because I didn’t really know who you are and what your motive is. But now, I got my answers. And, I guess I had just fallen in love with you too.” Yuki thought that I was going to reject him, and so he kept his head low while I am talking. Until my last sentence, he looked up at me with a surprised look and I smiled to him. “Really?!” said Yuki, in a disbelief voice. I nodded my head and opened my arms wide. He knew what I meant and so he responded by hugging me tight. After we released each other, I suddenly felt dizzy. I was so dizzy that I actually fainted in the end. Before I knew it, I had come back to the reality world when I woke up. ‘It is morning? That was fast.’ I thought to myself while I am yawning away, ‘It is okay anyway, I will get to see him tonight.’ I got up from bed and went on with my day. On that day, I done nothing at all because I am not focused enough to do anything. All I does was lying on my bed and watched the television programmes. I kept on thinking about me and Yuki at that time. I wondered if we could last long like that because it was impossible to have a man in the dream as lover. However, Yuki was so real to me. I could feel his immense love when I am with him. Soon, the night came and I had prepared myself to get a good sleep. I lied on my bed and closed my eyes. I waited a few minutes, and finally, I was asleep. I went into the dream world again. However, I saw something shocking when I opened my eyes. I saw Yuki hugging with another lady. “Yuki, who is she?” I walked calmly towards Yuki and asked. Yuki released that lady quickly when he noticed me and replied guiltily, “Err, Yume, don’t be misunderstood. This lady is my friend and she met some difficulties in her relationship. Hence, she came to me to spill her thoughts. We are not related at all, so please don’t think that I am having an affair behind you.” “Oh I see. Why are you so worked up then? I am just asking a question only. By the way, where did she come from? I never know that there are people living in this dream world.” I asked him calmly. Yuki came near me and held onto my right hand with both of his hands, “I am sorry, dear. I am just trying to explain about what you just saw, so that you won’t be angry with me all of the sudden. Also, there are many people in this dream world actually. It is just that you haven’t met them, because you didn’t dream of them. I am sorry that I didn’t tell you about this world much.” Upon hearing what he had said, I did not angry. Instead, I felt weird and it like I am not myself at that time. I suddenly got tired of everything that I would like to put an end to everything. And so, I gave him a harsh blow, “Yuki, I have thought a lot about our relationship yesterday. A thought came into my mind and it really woke me up. I don’t wish to carry on like this. We are from different worlds. We can never be together forever.” After saying my last word, I broke into tears. I am embarrassed to let them see me in this state, hence I ran away. “Yume, come back! Didn’t you promise me? I thought you said you love me! I promised you that you will be happier with me than those men in the reality world!” Yuki shouted while chasing after me. “No! I think its enough! It is time for us to end. We shouldn’t be together in the first place!” I replied sadly. I ran through many places that I had never seen before, all those places were very beautiful. It had various types of flowers garden. Every sight was so serene that I felt peaceful when I took a look and it also stopped my cry. Suddenly, I ran to an end with stairs heading upwards ahead of me. I turned my head back and I saw Yuki was catching up on me. Without any choices, I decided to run up the stairs. I ran unstoppably and fast than my usual running speed. Finally, I reached the top of the stairs and there was a huge white door in front of me. I was breathless and exhausted at that moment. However, I did not give up. I used my last strength to push open the door and walked into the room slowly. When I had reached into the room, I fall onto my legs immediately and relieved a breath. I took a look around the room while I am still on the ground. It was a circular-like room and all I saw was white cloths covering the walls. In the middle of the room, there was a short stone-made pillar. I was curious about the pillar, and so I stood up from the ground weakly. I walked up to the pillar slowly and I saw a white wooden bow and a steel-made arrow on top of it. It looked very antique and it was probably a treasure. As I was going to pick up the bow and arrow to take a closer look, Yuki came in and walked towards to me calmly. Instinctively, I picked up that bow and arrow and retreated two steps whenever he took one step towards me. After many steps later, I was leaning against the wall. I could not retreat any further as the wall behind me blocked my way. Under such situation, I had no choices left but to gather up my courage and face him. “What do you want? Go away, or else I will hurt you!” I said aloud with an intense voice. “Go ahead. I rather you take that bow and arrow to shoot me than allowing you to leave me!” Yuki shouted with a sad expression. I was totally shocked when I saw his expression; it saddened me and made me felt like crying again. Suddenly, my body was not in my control. It moved itself. My hands got hold of the bow and arrow tightly and they were aiming at Yuki’s body. I tried to tell Yuki to go away but I could not speak out a word because I was holding back my tears and it caused my throat to tighten up. ‘No, don’t shoot it. I loved him, but why am I doing this?’ I thought to myself as my tears started rolling down my face. In the end, the arrow was shot directly into Yuki’s body and it had pierced through his right chest. However, before I released the string, I had screamed aloud to ask Yuki to go away but he did not do so even though he had the time. I ran towards him as I saw he was going to fell onto the ground, and got hold of him in my arm. I saw blood oozing out from his wound non-stop. I tried to use my clothes and press against the wound to stop the blood from dripping further, but it was useless. He was losing blood rapidly. There were no hospitals or first aid to save him, and all I could do was to see him die in front of me. “Why didn’t you run?” I asked Yuki sadly while looking at him. He grabbed my right arm and looked into my eyes sadly. I saw tears rolling in his eyes, and this made me felt extremely guilty. Yuki did not reply my question, but instead, he used his kiss to convey his thoughts. From that kiss, I finally realized that my heart had been swept away by him a long time ago. However, it was too late to realize such an important love. Before Yuki died, he shaped out his last message with his mouth and I understood what he was trying to tell me. He said, ‘Do not be guilty over this incident, as I had forgiven you. I will still love you even I died here. Hope you will get your happiness someday.’ After his last word, his hand that was grabbing my right arm fallen onto the ground. I kept trying to wake him up over and over again, as I could not accept the fact that he has died. I cried aloud for help and shook his body hard but no reactions at all. Yuki had gone and he no longer could call my name or love me! Before I could dream what would happen to Yuki after his death, I came back to the reality world and it was morning at that time. I was covered in cold sweat, and tears were rolling down my eyes. I could believe what I had dreamed was true. “Didn’t he say that he love me? Why did he still leave? He is in a dream only, he can’t possibly die…Will I see him again, will I?” I mumbled softly to myself while I am crying silently on my bed. Since his death, for three nights, I kept crying for a few minutes before I sleep because I realized that I no longer could go back to that dream-world again. Even though I tried very hard and used several methods, it just does not allow me to go back. From then on, I ‘kept’ Yuki in my heart and mind. I knew that he will always be there, somewhere in my memories. I will never forget him, never. – End of Story – Labels: bluezrosen, chapter three, hurtful dream 0 Reviews♥ |
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